Today I had my 36 week appointment. Another ultrasound was done and the Tech checked baby's growth in which she is still a week behind, and checked my fluid. I dropped a little bit but this far in my pregnancy, that is bound to happen. As of today it looks like she is weighing about 5lbs 11 oz. and looking to be in the mid 6lb range at full term. (William was 6lbs. 6oz born at 40 weeks)
After the ultrasound I was stuck on the fetal monitor for about 25 minutes. I watched an episode of A Baby Story on TLC and cried as the first baby was born, I am so ready to see my baby girl, squeeze her tight, smell her yummy newborn skin and kiss her all over. I am very excited to welcome her to the family. Hopefully we'll have a name for her BEFORE we see her. :)
Shortly after monitoring Dr. Swainston told me that I am 1cm dilated and 50% effaced -not much, but we'll take it. Then the best news of all.......
A few weeks ago, I found a lump underneath my left armpit. At first I didn't think much of it, but after a few days, it was still there. I told Lee and we both got concerned. I did some research and found out that it "could" be cancer and to get it checked out right away. Of course, knowing me, my mind did take me to the worse scenario and I turned into a MESS (to say the least). I literally saw my life flash before my eyes. I started thinking about my funeral, my husband who would probably need to re-marry due to having 2 small children, and yes, my babies... I tried not to think of it, but couldn't help it. Needless to say, I was a basket case! That night, Lee with the help of my Dad and brother Daniel, gave me the blessing that I desperately needed. As soon as it began, I started to get nervous again, but almost immediately I felt the Spirit so strongly and it gave me the comfort that I needed. The next day, Lee made an appointment for me to get it checked out. The Nurse I saw said it was a good size, she wasn't too concerned about it, but still wanted me to have an ultrasound done to be sure. Lee again came with me, I again felt nervous, but somehow I knew everything was going to be fine. Lee was pretty nervous. Fast forward to today, I finally got the results back on the test. Looks like it is just a swollen lymph node. I have never been more thankful in my life! Even though some may see this all a little silly, but for me it was terrifying, and it truly changed me for the better. I feel like the last 3 weeks I have grown up so much, realized that I have been truly blessed in my life and have much to be grateful for.
Now I can really look forward to the next 4 weeks while we get ready for our new baby. I feel much more relaxed now. :)
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